那时天气那时心境 二十(小说连载)(2/2)

emily这女孩子身上有一种东西,让林心欣赏,甚至是羡慕。在今天之前,林心也说不大清那是什么。现在,独自坐在家的mrt上,看着窗外转瞬即逝的街景,她好像突然明白了。emily让她羡慕的是,这个女孩子能清清爽爽地爱一个人。想想自己和邵强,她可以列出一长串和他在一起的理由,可是有时候她自己也疑惑:计算得这么清楚,还是爱吗?或者像许岚说的,她太幼稚,把感情看得太重?毕竟人生里除了男女之爱,还有很多重要的事情。许岚是个大女人,她有赚钱的欲望,也有赚钱的本事。没有男人,她一样过得好。男人对她,不过是锦上添花。而她林心只是个小女人,她人生最大的心愿就是有一个温暖的小家庭。她的老公既得雪中送炭,又要锦上添花。

邵强可以做老公么?都说三年之痛,七年之痒,现在她和邵强不过交往了三个多月,已经开始间或有些小刺痛。邵强这个人,以前是个谜,现在也还是走不进他的心。比如说,他从未带她去见过任何朋友, 虽然他好像也不是个交游广的人。她向他建议和许岚一起吃顿饭什么的,他总是说“好。”,然后就没下文了。不过他也确实忙。下了班,工作、读书、运动,还有陪她,邵强的日程总是满登登的。他不愿意浪费一分一秒。

找陆爱民买保险?如果是许岚,一点问题没有。可是她没有许岚的气魄,明知他有那点儿意思,还能不落痕迹地让他鞍前马后地效劳。况且背着邵强去和陆爱民见面,也不好。

就这么思绪万千地坐到了站,她下了车,步行公寓。

走在路上,手机响了。一看来电显示,竟然是richard!这可是件稀奇事。除了在club meeting碰面,richard很少给林心打电话。只有偶尔做她的speech evaluator,认真的richard才会事先打电话沟通。richard是基督徒,星期天是要和家人去教会的。今天是怎么了呢?

“richard,有事吗?”林心单刀直入。

“林心,是这样,june住院了。情况很不好。我,alfred还有其他几个club leaders 明天晚上要去visit 她。你要不要来? ”

“要,要!”林心忙说。上次去吉隆坡,林心已经知道june身体有病。不过june很少缺席club的meeting,会后聚餐又总是谈笑风生,林心也就没放在心上。

“她是什么病?”林心问。

“cer. ”richard飞快地说。

林心的脑子里“嗡”地一响,richard那边在电话里又说: “june 只有一个哥哥。也不是特别close。我们去,会让她很开心的。”

林心喃喃地说:“是。”

“对了,你知道邵强在哪里吗?我联系不到他,他的手机关机了。”

“哦,他去香港出差了。要下周三才能来。”

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